Hey ya'll Just updating cause I'm tired of looking at the same entry from the summer.

So heres the low down on whats happeneing with me.
Got layed off a few months ago. Still haven't found another job. My GF is going through some hard times with her grandparents. So I'm helping her the best I can. And I'm just not motivated to do anything. I can't even get a new comic page out. I just got no motivation to do it. Actually I got no motivation to do really anything. I think I might have become a couch potatoe. I don't like being a couch potatoe. So I'm doing stuff around the house to try and get my motivation back. just with the holidays right on the doorstep. Christmas is boring now. I've seen it for the last 21 years of my life. It's dull now. Well atleast christmas in America. Maybe when I can I should go wandering the world and see their Holidays. That might be fun. Only problem is I need to get rich...

Wow. Umm. It's been along time since I updated this thing. Ok let me fill in whats happened over this time.
I quit wal-mart cause I was working with a bunch of Racist Black people. I'm now working at an electric company making more money with better hours.
I finally got a 360. I'm syched that Mercenaries 2 is coming out at the end of the month. Plus Fable 2 is right around the corner.
If sonic team makes one more crappy sonic game, it will officially be dead to me. (HEY SONIC TEAM! REMEMBER SA2! YOU DID SOMETHING RIGHT THERE. LEARN FROM IT, AND BRING BACK THE CHAOS! WE LOVED THE CHAOS!)
I still haven't gotten a new laptop so I have to use my moms Computer still to do this. I'm thinking about going back to World of Warcraft when I get A new laptop, whenever that will be.
Well thats pretty much whats changed in my life. other than that it's still the same.

Hey everybody, (and when I mean Everybody I mean all two of you that even read these.) I'm happy for a couple reasons.

One, I got Mario Kart Wii and I rock Just as hard as I did on Double Dash. Really don't like the bikes though. There alittle too hard to drift with. So far my Favorite Character is Dry bones. Whats better than driving an Undead turtle.

Two, I should be getting a Call back from Wal-mart for Orientation, So soon I'll have alot less time on my hands, which means I won't be bored all day. (Or atleast bored at home all day.) I'll be working in the lawn and garden section. Not to thrilled about that but from what I've been told, If I'm not running the Cash register, then It's preytty easy.

Three, I'll be getting My $600 check from the government in about 4 weeks. Free money, thats pretty sweet. Plus I got my Tax return a few days ago.

Now for those wondering when I'm gonna Finish that story I was writing for Karbo. I'm gonna finish it. Just right now I need to get a Better computer. The one I was using got broken and trashed, the one I'm using now is a piece of junk. So when I Buy a new laptop it will be on my top 5 things to do list. (Hopefully) Unless WoW takes over my Life again. Then only Blizzard will know when I'll finish it.

I don't know what to do. The ones I call friends are ignoring me or putting me off. I don't seem to be good enough for them. The ones that are paying attention to me I have suspiscion of them trying to use me for their own gains.
I'm undecided on where to go. I'm just lost. I have so many things to say but the ones they are directed to won't listen by saying "I'm too busy." or "I'm dealing with something more important than you right now."
I'm beganing to question wheither they are my friends or not. I don't have many friends. only about three or four and out of all of them only one is willing to listen.

Is it me? Am I doing something wrong? I don't know anymore. The person I'm trying to get to listen Who I think will be proud of me doesn't seem to care anymore. She just pushes me away with Mean words. I know she's having trouble with her kids and her spouse is in a bit of trouble, But when someone tells you that" If you need someone to talk to I'll aways be here to listen. Just ask." Then when I do ask they don't care to listen. It really hurts. It hurts on the inside.

But I'm just rambling on about my feelings. Men arn't suppost to have feelings. Does that make me Gay? Just cause I have deep feelings.
I just hope that the person who this is jestered towards reads it. then they will know how I truelly feel. I'm tempted to start drinking alchohol to wash the pain away. It's just getting so hard to bottle it up anymore.

umm. Yeah. For the last three days I've kinda been lazy. I'm not really motivated to do much. Sure I've been playing games, but I'm suppose to finish a story. I planned on putting five chapters and have them done by Karbo's Contest. If the theme allows it. If it doesn't aw well. A loss is a loss.
Now I kind of understand why people just don't want to do some things. Sure it's fun when you want to. But when your expected to. It's kinda lame.

But I'm sure I'll finish before April. If I get around to it. I'm already half way done with the second chapter and have the rest of it in my head. It's just making them all between 6-9 pages. *Sigh* I wish I had WoW.

Oh but on the lighter side. I just beat Shining Force for the GBA. It's not that close to the Sega version, for those who remember this game. For those who don't. It's old (Really old), and it's rare (Like only 250,000 copies in America Rare). So if you want to try it. You got a better chance on downloading the rom then finding in your local used game shop.